95% Bedbound to Oktoberfest, Handstands, and Working Again
"I just kind of learned how to rest without feeling guilty about it. And I learned how to be in parasympathetic mode. Rest is sometimes the most productive thing you can do."
Individual results vary. This is one person's experience and is not a guarantee of specific outcomes.
Key Takeaways From Alena's Recovery
| Condition: | Long COVID and ME/CFS, triggered by COVID infection followed by a 90-mile bike ride that caused a severe crash. |
| Treatments that failed: | 10-15 specialists, CT brain scans, cardiologist, pulmonologist, neurologist, long COVID clinic. All tests came back normal. |
| What worked: | CFS Recovery's recovery system, built on nervous system retraining, combining brain retraining with somatic tracking techniques. |
| Timeline: | Joined October 2022. Mental shifts within weeks. Physical progress by January 2023. Back to work by June 2023. Near-full recovery within a year. |
| Now: | Working 60-70%, attending Oktoberfest, doing yoga handstands, socializing freely, living independently, and advocating for others in Germany. |
What Caused Alena's Long COVID and Chronic Fatigue?
Before COVID, Alena was the definition of high-achieving. She was exercising 4 to 6 times a week, working 50 to 60 hours a week at a career she'd started at age 23, and filling every weekend with friends, parties, and social plans. She was fit. She was driven. And she was unknowingly running herself into the ground.
The buildup nobody noticed
Looking back, Alena can see the signs clearly now. She wasn't just burning the candle at both ends. She was burning it at every possible place. She wasn't in tune with her body. She was pushing herself to her limits physically, mentally, and emotionally. For a long time, she thought COVID came out of nowhere. But in hindsight, it was a buildup.
Then in April 2022, while traveling through Mexico, she caught COVID. The acute infection was severe. She tested positive for over 12 days. She had extreme chest pains, shortness of breath, difficulty breathing, fever, headaches, extreme insomnia, and a type of fatigue and brain fog she'd never felt before. This pattern of post-viral onset is extremely common in long COVID and ME/CFS.
The 90-mile bike ride that changed everything
After 2 to 3 weeks, Alena started feeling more normal. But the chest pains and heart palpitations never went away. She flew back to Germany, saw a cardiologist and pulmonologist, and they told her to start light exercise. With her athlete's mindset, she went on a 90-mile bike ride. During the ride, she had vertigo and heart palpitations but pushed through it anyway.
Seven days later, she crashed. Hard. Overnight, everything changed.
How Bad Did Alena's Long COVID Symptoms Get?
After the crash, Alena went outside for a short walk, hoping fresh air would help. Instead, she passed out on the sidewalk. When they took her to the ER, she had over 20 symptoms. That was just two months after the initial COVID infection.
The full list of symptoms she faced
- Severe fatigue
- Heart palpitations
- Chest pains
- Vertigo
- Brain fog
- Insomnia
- Gut pain
- Nerve pain
- Numbness
- Shortness of breath
- Post-exertional crashes
- Cognitive dysfunction
Rock bottom
Things kept getting worse. The fear kicked in. The chronic pain intensified. Alena was bedbound 95% of the time, spending her days in a blacked-out room. She couldn't cook food. She couldn't walk. She couldn't have friends over. She couldn't be on her computer for more than 10 minutes. She couldn't keep up with conversations or read a single page of a book.
Content note: mentions of emotional distress
What Treatments Did Alena Try Before CFS Recovery?
Alena visited 10-15 specialists including cardiologists, pulmonologists, neurologists, psychologists, and an eye doctor. She had CT brain scans, bloodwork, and every test her doctors could think of. Every single test came back normal. Some doctors suggested burnout. One told her it was in her head.
A diagnosis with no answers
She got diagnosed with long COVID three months in at a specialized long COVID clinic, which was relatively fast compared to many people. But even the clinic couldn't explain what was happening. They told her about pacing and gave her a few things to watch out for. When she asked about recovery timelines, they said they couldn't promise she'd ever be back to normal.
That's when her mindset slipped. The doctors who were supposed to have answers didn't have them. In Germany, she couldn't find any mind-body practitioners. Each specialist only looked at their area. Nobody asked what her life looked like before COVID. Nobody asked about stress, her mind, or the bigger picture. It was all fragmented.
How Did Alena Find CFS Recovery's Program?
When she reached a wall with doctors, Alena reached out to friends and asked them to check with their networks. Within a week, she found five people in Germany who had long COVID or post-vaccine symptoms. One of them pointed her to Miguel's YouTube channel.
The seed of hope
She started binge-watching the videos. The theory of the hypersensitive nervous system immediately resonated with her. Two weeks before joining the program, she started doing the brain retraining exercise for chronic pain from one of Miguel's free YouTube videos. Within those two weeks, her chest pain disappeared.
Miguel's videos planted a seed of hope that recovery was possible. When you're in a state of deep frustration and hopelessness, that seed is everything. She joined the Recovery Jumpstart program and committed fully.
How Did Alena's Recovery Progress?
Alena joined the program in mid-October 2022. Early on, her capacity actually dropped. This is something the CFS Recovery coaching team sees regularly. When people stop running on adrenaline and cortisol, their body starts to relax out of the chronic fight-or-flight response. It feels like a step backward, but it's actually a sign of progress.
Mental wins came first
For the first 4 to 5 months, Alena's progress was mostly mental. She had fewer negative thoughts week by week. Her mind started to calm down. And she learned something she'd never been able to do before: how to actually rest.
As someone who'd pushed, pushed, pushed her entire life, true rest felt foreign. Even when her body forced her to stop, her mind was still racing. Through the program, she learned that mental and emotional rest matters just as much as physical rest. Lying in bed while your mind is in overdrive puts your nervous system in fight-or-flight mode just as much as physical activity does.
Before vs. after: Alena's recovery by the numbers
| Metric | Before Recovery | After 12 Months |
|---|---|---|
| Daily capacity | Bedbound 95% of the day | Full days of activity |
| Work | Unable to work at all | Working 60-70% |
| Computer use | 10 minutes max | 5-6 hours per day |
| Social life | Couldn't have friends over | Restaurants, bars, Oktoberfest |
| Exercise | Couldn't walk outside | Yoga, handstands, walks |
| Living situation | Needed parents' care | Independent in own apartment |
The springboard moment
Physical progress started showing up in January and February 2023. It was still a roller coaster. She'd go on a five-minute walk and be wiped out for a week. A good day or two, then a week in bed. But slowly, the trajectory was upward. She drove for the first time. She went to the grocery store. She had friends over.
Then in March, she decided to move back to her own apartment. The coaching team encouraged her, even though she was unsure. It turned out to be a springboard. Being back in the space where she'd gotten sick, reclaiming it, and providing for herself at 26 years old gave her massive confidence.
The acceleration phase
Around April and May, Alena shifted from more top-down brain retraining (redirecting and changing thoughts) to bottom-up tools like somatic tracking, feeling into the sensations rather than fighting them. That was the key game changer. From there, recovery accelerated.
Where Is Alena Now?
A year after joining the program, Alena's life looks completely different. She's working 60 to 70% of a full work week, on her laptop 5 to 6 hours a day. She's doing cognitive-heavy work that once seemed impossible when she couldn't even read a single page.
Socially, she's not limited anymore. She goes to restaurants, bars, and movies with friends. She went to Oktoberfest, one of the most stimulating events imaginable, and had no symptom pushback. She's doing yoga and holding handstands for a full minute. She's living independently in her own apartment, providing for herself.
She still has symptoms here and there, but even on those days she's functional. She still needs a bit more rest than average, but she can live with that. She's also created an Instagram page to help German-speaking people with long COVID, sharing the tools and strategies she's learned.
Her story is one of over 70+ documented recovery interviews from people across 20+ conditions who've gone through CFS Recovery's recovery systems.
Alena's Recovery Wins
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Alena saw 10-15 specialists and every test came back normal. Every person on our Recovery Stories page once felt exactly like you do now. Exhausted. Skeptical. Wondering if recovery was even possible.
